This is retarded.

[Sheri - Voted Out 13th]

MinsiKid 9:23 am
Hey Sheri :-P

PinkNeonSocks 9:25 am
Hey there, how are you?

MinsiKid 9:26 am
I'm doing better than before :-P you never messaged me back a couple days ago after you left to go get your daughter :-P
or son
can't remember lol :-P

PinkNeonSocks 9:27 am
I'm sorry, I probably got up to my knees in kid stuff to do and forgot
that's the only explanation I have.
lol

MinsiKid 9:27 am
LOL no you're fine :-P
Right after that
my computer broke

PinkNeonSocks 9:27 am
lol

MinsiKid 9:27 am
so I went like a day and a half without one

PinkNeonSocks 9:27 am
I cursed it.

MinsiKid 9:27 am
and then I"ve been working every day

MinsiKid 9:27 am
LOL yeah? :-P
so it's been frustrating and hectic I gues
*guess

PinkNeonSocks 9:28 am
Yup, it was totally me.

MinsiKid 9:28 am
add on top of that a duel :-\ blah haha, not the most fun week
well then you're quite talented

PinkNeonSocks 9:28 am
well you made it through the duel.

MinsiKid 9:28 am
can you curse my boss for me? :-P

PinkNeonSocks 9:28 am
It was kind of a surprise.

MinsiKid 9:28 am
was it?

PinkNeonSocks 9:28 am
the duel itself not you winning. haha

MinsiKid 9:28 am
I thought Tony might beat me, but I was surprised by the margin
OH Lol, yeah it was. But I'm not shocked Kelman picked us

PinkNeonSocks 9:29 am
Really, why?

MinsiKid 9:29 am
He asked me to blindside Britti with him
meanwhile I knew he was lying to me for a while about stuff

MinsiKid 9:30 am
so I guess he was just really pissed off at me, which kinda makes sense and at the same time kinda doesn't
I think he went out of his way to put himself in a bad position in the game
cause he was telling everyone a completely different story and wasn't even trying to be discrete about it I think
I was pretty tight with him right before merge too, and then he hit merge and kinda mutated into a different guy :-P

PinkNeonSocks 9:31 am
No he wasn't and he was easy to see through, I knew he was pretty much lying the whole time so he tried to get me to help him with Britt too and I said now.
That's because he's been trying since merge to get her out.

MinsiKid 9:31 am
He asked me to help get Britti out the round Joel left, and I told him I'd do it if he voted out Joel, but in reality I kinda knew the whole time I would wanna get Kelman out the round after

MinsiKid 9:32 am
From what I've seen he only hates her cause of the Roast challenge :-P

PinkNeonSocks 9:32 am
I think everyone wanted him out at that point.
I have a question for you though.

MinsiKid 9:32 am
Yeah lol, pretty much
but I'm not shocked he put me in the duel vs Tony

PinkNeonSocks 9:32 am
Jay came to me the other day saying I was the target the week Kelman went out and that I should thank him for saving me.

MinsiKid 9:32 am
I feel like I've been taking the fall for a lot of things this game

PinkNeonSocks 9:32 am
but I don't believe him.

MinsiKid 9:33 am
Well
I don't think it's a secret that you and Jay dislike each other :-P

PinkNeonSocks 9:33 am
It's not that I dislike Jay it's just I know how he plays
so he doesn't fool me.

MinsiKid 9:33 am
I think it was more in Jay's plan for you to go that week than anyone else, I kinda had my mind made up before that round that I'd want Kelman out, but I did like
consult him about it, and asked him what he thought, and he pushed me 100% to vote Kelman

PinkNeonSocks 9:35 am
Yeah, well I didn't think he actually like convinced everyone to vote Kelman.
but you never know.

MinsiKid 9:35 am
I'm not sure if he did cause that was the round my computer pooped

PinkNeonSocks 9:35 am
so I am worried this round.

MinsiKid 9:36 am
so I literally got on in time to talk to him for 10 minutes, and then 5 minutes like a day later to vote
Yeah to be totally honest
it's been like...
creepy since I got sent to the duel

PinkNeonSocks 9:36 am
Yeah.

MinsiKid 9:36 am
my computer broke so I spent a few days not able to talk to people
then I went into the duel and was bummed about that
cause I couldn't help but feel like...
everyone fucked over Kelman but I got the blame for it
it reminded me of when I found out about the whole like
"Kalsoy will vote Ryan at Final TC if he makes it"

PinkNeonSocks 9:38 am
well if we were all voted otu we'd have majority

MinsiKid 9:38 am
Idk what to really say about it like, yeah I'm at this point cause I did work really hard at the start of the game to put myself in a good position
but all 6 of us have...

PinkNeonSocks 9:38 am
I really didn't think I'd make it this far, to be honest
lol

MinsiKid 9:38 am
and I sorta dunno why I get pinpointed like that lmao, clearly I haven't been operating alone or anything like that :-P
I kinda always thought you and Brian had it in you to make it the distance
and you're not here by mistake or anything like
people really like you two guys

PinkNeonSocks 9:39 am
but now it's come down to the six we have to be concerned that we'll be the first to go, you know.

MinsiKid 9:39 am
I feel the same though
like I said, it's felt like I'm dead
and nobody talks or anything :-P

PinkNeonSocks 9:40 am
I talk, when I'm around. sometimes I forget to log out lol

MinsiKid 9:40 am
Yeah that's also my issue, sometimes I stay logged on while I"m away and stuff

PinkNeonSocks 9:40 am
If you're around later we can chat some more too
I promised my kids I'd take them to the park lol

MinsiKid 9:40 am
Yeah, I'd have no issue with that at all :-)
I work later tonight but I'll be back afterwards

PinkNeonSocks 9:41 am
Mkay.

MinsiKid 9:41 am
I think this game has just hit like a weird situation. Idk how to really describe it :-P
but we'll chat later lol
enjoy the park :-)

PinkNeonSocks 9:41 am
It has hit a weird spot and I totally understand where you're coming from, you're worried and I'm worried because I think we're the biggest targets.
biggest threats.

MinsiKid 9:42 am
And I think it's been building up to that for a while
like
idk it's SO awkward
I want to talk to you and Brian cause I like yall
but I also found out like
very shortly after merge about the Kalsoy Votes Ryan at Final TC thing
which just made me feel like
Okay, I'm their target then cause why would they say that if they didn't want me out
and like
I like you and Brian
but we never, ever talk game :-P

PinkNeonSocks 9:43 am
He'll talk game if you do.

MinsiKid 9:43 am
which is fine you know, it's just like... I feel like up until this point it's all been just kinda cordial stuff I guess?

PinkNeonSocks 9:44 am
I know. Trust me, it's been a battle for me thus far and that's why I'd hate to go now. :-(

MinsiKid 9:44 am
I don't want it to be like animosity, it's just definitely been two different sides I think and that'll probably come crashing down this round
I find it hard to talk strategy if people don't talk it to me first :-P
I believe you because I totally feel the same
I've really fought this whole game
it hasn't been easy at all like people probably think it was

PinkNeonSocks 9:45 am
I don't think it has been, and now that we're down to six it's only going to get harder.
I better go though before my kids kill me.
haha

MinsiKid 9:45 am
LOL okay we'll definitely talk later

PinkNeonSocks 9:45 am
we'll def chat later though.
lol
:-)

MinsiKid 9:45 am
I wanna bounce some scenarios around with ya :-)
enjoy the park!

PinkNeonSocks 9:46 am
I will, talk to you soon. <3

MinsiKid is available 10:11 pm
PinkNeonSocks 10:11 pm
Hey Ryan how are you?

MinsiKid 10:12 pm
hey!
I'm alright, how are you?

PinkNeonSocks 10:12 pm
I'm good, just settling in for the night.

MinsiKid 10:12 pm
I see :-) how was the park

PinkNeonSocks 10:13 pm
It was great, I had a wonderful day.
...wait, what's going on?
game wise.

PinkNeonSocks 10:13 pm
I'm hearing all kinds of things.

PinkNeonSocks 10:15 pm
You can talk to me. I've been honest with you.

MinsiKid 10:15 pm
Sorry lol
trying to do four things at once
Ummm
well today I found out there was some big pact to vote out whoever survived the duel
which kinda makes me feel like the only person that's been honest with me is Jay...

PinkNeonSocks 10:16 pm
It was a suggestion as far as I knew, not a pact.
so who ever told you that isn't being fully honest.

MinsiKid 10:18 pm
I see

PinkNeonSocks 10:19 pm
Just like you mentioned my name to Jay I mentioned your name and everyone jumped on it
Including the person you heard it from.

MinsiKid 10:20 pm
Seems like a game of back and forth then
I just feel funny
I've been straight shooting this whole game
and people have been trying to like take me out in all sorts of ways
the "Kalsoy Jury pact"

MinsiKid 10:20 pm
and then playing it off like it was nothing

PinkNeonSocks 10:21 pm
Well, that is something I wasn't even involved with.

MinsiKid 10:21 pm
it bothers me that people can't even be honest when I confront them about stuff iss all lol
I know I'm not trying to like throw you in with it
it's just like
obviously NONE of us left are stupid
I don't see why myself or anyone else should be treated as such

PinkNeonSocks 10:21 pm
that's true.

MinsiKid 10:21 pm
I know it's certainly not the first time I"ve been a target

PinkNeonSocks 10:22 pm
Yeah, I know.

PinkNeonSocks 10:22 pm
I know I'm a target too.
and to be honest I haven't really targeted one specific person.
I maybe make suggestions but I generally see how things play out.
ya know.

MinsiKid 10:23 pm
Yeah, I see
I'm the same way I guess but I don't really bring up names

PinkNeonSocks 10:23 pm
you said you brought up my name to Jay

MinsiKid 10:23 pm
I kinda see what others want and then I stick to it
You said that, actually

PinkNeonSocks 10:24 pm
No I asked and you said it was mentioned.

MinsiKid 10:24 pm
No?

MinsiKid 10:24 pm
I just even scrolled up and reread lol

PinkNeonSocks 10:25 pm
Okay. So where did jay get the idea he saved me.

MinsiKid 10:26 pm
from the Kelman vote?

PinkNeonSocks 10:26 pm
Yes.

MinsiKid 10:27 pm
Because I asked him how to vote according to who he had wanted out before
and he told me Kelman
so it was Kelman
that's why he told you he saved you cause in a sense he made sure I didn't vote you, like I thought he might have wanted

PinkNeonSocks 10:27 pm
but you said you consulted him about me.

MinsiKid 10:28 pm
Right, because before that round it wasn't a secret that he thought about wanting you out
it's not like I went up to him and was like
"We should vote Sheri. Let's vote Sheri. Wait jk maybe Kelman" or anything like that
I pretty much asked him how he thought I should vote, in pretty much those words

PinkNeonSocks 10:28 pm
and that's not the way he makes it sound.

PinkNeonSocks 10:29 pm
when he talked to me, and I'm not saying this is true.

MinsiKid 10:29 pm
that's probably cause everyone's thinking jury votes at this point

PinkNeonSocks 10:29 pm
He made it sound like he had to do work to save me.

MinsiKid 10:29 pm
Maybe with the others then, Idk
like I told you earlier, he definitely ensured I voted Kelman

PinkNeonSocks 10:29 pm
That's odd because I'm not. I'm just worried about making it to the next round.

MinsiKid 10:29 pm
he didn't just sit back
Yeah, same
I just had to fight my ass off in a duel
and I spent over 16 hours straight on that challenge
I'm really not in a hurry to get voted out
I kinda think it's BS that it was agreed on or whatever lol

PinkNeonSocks 10:30 pm
Why?

MinsiKid 10:30 pm
It's like there's this portrait being painted, that I sit back and relax
and it's so not the case

MinsiKid 10:31 pm
I've fought, for real, just as hard as you and Brian have had to to make it to this point

PinkNeonSocks 10:31 pm
Well no, you're a threat, plain and simple.
Just like I am a threat.

MinsiKid 10:31 pm
I'm not in a comfy position
right
we both are
and we get the targets
I've never been able to sit pretty

PinkNeonSocks 10:32 pm
Yeah I know. I think it's either you or me this round and that bothers me.

MinsiKid 10:32 pm
well then change it lol
The part that kills me
is you and Brian have like
never consulted me oen a vot
*on a vote
never considered that like

MinsiKid 10:33 pm
me being the target obviously means I'm not as comfy as the others

PinkNeonSocks 10:33 pm
well you've never talked to us about one so it's a two way street, ryan

MinsiKid 10:33 pm
Right, I know
but I also didn't aim my gun at you first
like I said I'm not an idiot
I know that it's been open fire on me for a while

PinkNeonSocks 10:34 pm
well not really, people have personal vendettas too

MinsiKid 10:34 pm
could we vote together? Hell yeah. Do you two want to vote with me? History shows no, yall want me out like hell lol

PinkNeonSocks 10:34 pm
I don't have one against Jay as people think he's just riding your coat tail and that bugs me.

MinsiKid 10:35 pm
I love how everyone makes this game seem like something it's not

MinsiKid 10:35 pm
like Jared isn't his own player, like he doesn't do things I don't know lol
like I don't ask him about stuff or we don't work together or anything
people underestimate him so much

PinkNeonSocks 10:36 pm
I've played with him like 7 times.
so I may be a bit jaded but I know how he plays.

MinsiKid 10:38 pm
I guess I just get sensitive about the things people have said about him

PinkNeonSocks 10:41 pm
that's understandable, especially since he's been loyal to you.

MinsiKid 10:41 pm
we've been loyal to each other
it's not a one way street like it's painted to be
I've really come to care for him and stuff like a friend because he and I have some similar qualities
I like his charisma for team oriented things
I'm like all about that kinda stuff
and we just clicked from that

PinkNeonSocks 10:47 pm
That's good, that you're able to connect like that.

[Sheri - Voted Out 13th]

So the F4 alliance that we tried to put together is kind of falling apart because someone, I'm thinking Britt, blabbed to Ryan that there was a pact (which there wasn't a pact it was a suggestion) that who ever won the duel would be our target. She's being sneaky and I don't like it at all. I don't trust her as far as I can throw her and that's not very fucking far if I could even pick up the cabbage patch doll.

I'm really pissed off right now. The more I talk to Ryan the more I dislike the way he comes across. I know he doesn't mean to and that's why I give him the benefit of the doubt but it's annoying at times.

Anyhow, I think it could be me going this round. I'm preparing for it and I'd hate to go now but everyone here deserves to be here so it's kind of just a matter of winning challenges. Drew seems to be on board with the Ryan vote but I don't know if it's the right thing to do yet. I'm just confused everyone is lying and manipulating people and it's just driving me insane.

I've just been trying to play it round per round and these people are just fucking crazy and to top it all off they're making me crazy with them.

[Sheri - Voted Out 13th]

bmertz0425 11:23 am
Has he messaged you?

PinkNeonSocks 11:24 am
drew, no
so it's either ryan or me going.
it's all going to depend on drew.

bmertz0425 11:24 am
Ryan
Drew said he 100% agreed with me
Brits good too

PinkNeonSocks 11:25 am
Okay, I hope you're right but he hasn't messaged me.

bmertz0425 11:25 am
He has work
He said vote is ryan and would let me know if anything crazy happened

bmertz0425 11:26 am
Which is nothing so all is status qou h

PinkNeonSocks 11:27 am
alright well I'm submitting my vote now because I'm going to be busy the rest of the day

[Sheri - Voted Out 13th]

As you can see I'm really worried that it's going to be me voted out. I'm going to be very sad if it is. Ugh, I haven't a lot to say because I'm sick to my stomach about possibly being voted out so ...