Post by Sheri - Voted Out 13th on Oct 15, 2011 12:32:41 GMT -5
... that this has been a game so far that I haven't quit liked the hand I've been dealt. I'm on a very inactive tribe. I think I was brainwashed by Sebastian in the beginning which says a lot about my game play brain, it's just not in focus or fresh as it used to be. I'm' so desperate to win a game that I'm willing to do anything to try and get there but I'm always doing all the wrong things to get there. I depend on people I shouldn't, trust people I shouldn't and flip at t the wrong times. The only thing I regret doing thus far is voting Noah out so soon and choosing Sebastian to pick tribes. Then again it would have been an all out brawl over who was picked to be leader. Joshua wanted and lied to me to try and get it, Sebastian wanted it and lied to others to try and get it. It should have been me up there but to not cause chaos on our tribe I let Sebastian do it and he did a shitty job. I would have separated the core alliance on Kalsoy, shook things up a bit and that probably would have saved my ass and the tribes ass a whole lot of grief.
Anyways I'm going to stop being everyone's bitch buddy. Everyone comes to me to bitch and complain and I let them do it so I have to stop that because then it wears on me and makes me believe what they're bitching about whether or whether not it's true. I still have Sebastian bitching to me about this game and he's not even in it anymore.
I have gotten so frustrated that I've wanted to quit but I know with the isurv1or reputation I can probably make a name for myself if I at least make it to jury and make my mark but it does seem kind of difficult when the cards just aren't rolling out in your favor, and they're not. They haven't been since the beginning of this game, how do I change that? I can't change what judges think I can't change that the other side thinks they have this locked.
What can I do? I'm not going to my best friend anymore for help because he helps me enough in these games, instead of asking I'm just going to do what I think he'd do in these situations. Which gives me an idea. Start talking to everyone, if I annoy the hell out of them or they annoy the hell out of me, talk to them.
Anyways I'm going to stop being everyone's bitch buddy. Everyone comes to me to bitch and complain and I let them do it so I have to stop that because then it wears on me and makes me believe what they're bitching about whether or whether not it's true. I still have Sebastian bitching to me about this game and he's not even in it anymore.
I have gotten so frustrated that I've wanted to quit but I know with the isurv1or reputation I can probably make a name for myself if I at least make it to jury and make my mark but it does seem kind of difficult when the cards just aren't rolling out in your favor, and they're not. They haven't been since the beginning of this game, how do I change that? I can't change what judges think I can't change that the other side thinks they have this locked.
What can I do? I'm not going to my best friend anymore for help because he helps me enough in these games, instead of asking I'm just going to do what I think he'd do in these situations. Which gives me an idea. Start talking to everyone, if I annoy the hell out of them or they annoy the hell out of me, talk to them.
