Episode Five Confesh

[Ryan]

So, Sebastian got himself expelled from the game. Which just makes everything that much more hilarious. 5 Kalsoys gone in a row, holy hell. Honestly at the start of this game I NEVER would have predicted that lmao. But, I definitely can't complain. I think I can make the merge at this point, and if I keep a couple steps ahead, I can make it close to the end. I'm not going to give up, that's for sure.

This round we have to do a roast for our immunity challenge, but I'm just d r a i n e d . I really don't want to do much for it, I just want to relax and stuff. It's like these 24 hour challenges took a lot out of me, I hope we just have a live one at some point so that I don't have to spend an insane amount of time focusing on them - not that I did in the last one, but still.

I think it's the fact that i'm trying to help out so many other people in addition to myself, that's just draining me. And I'm known to do this in games, try to get like 5 people through rather than just myself, and it takes so much out of me. Of course, it's what's best for my game, and it works so why fix it, but I think people rarely notice how much I'm spreading myself out. It's HARD.

Anyway, I can't wait to mock the other tribe. Like honestly. The best part is we literally know nothing about them because the only people with personality were all voted off.

[Ryan]

ugh, annoying! I wanted to get in here and write a confessional about how the challenge went and stuff, and then there was some other plot going on, but I didn't have enough freaking time to do it and then the computer died.

I'm lucky I write decent sized confessionals, but for real playing an online game and not having computer access for over 24 hours = fail.

ANYWAY, HAY I'M BACK! Okay so with the challenge, I dunno, I thought ours was way, way funnier. I also wasn't a fan of how the judging went down just because like... I dunno, I felt like it was way too subjective - if people just didn't want one of the tribes to win, it would have been way too easy for the judges to rig it against a tribe. Do I think that happened? No. I just thought that was like gonna bug me or something. It didn't really though.

But a major gripe I do have is that this challenge was our 5th immunity challenge and we've interacted with a total of 2 people on the other tribe. How were we supposed to get funnier with the roasts? We don't even know the other tribe. We've never been on a tribe with them. We've never intermingled or anything like that. I know nothing about Sheri, Totte or Joel, so if people don't understand why they weren't funnier... How could we have been funnier? I'd like to see you roast someone you have only seen for 12 days (and never spoken to). I dunno I just wasn't pleased with how early this challenge came. I think it would have made more sense later on in the game.


Okay so anyway, Dantz did absolutely nothing in this challenge. THEN I come to find that this asshole has been campaigning to people (I think Britti but this was a couple days ago so I can't even remember??) That I'm too much of a threat and I need to go before the merge. Ummm... excuse me??? I mean, you're totally right, but there's a right way of going about that and a wrong way of going about that, and you definitely picked the wrong way.

If you want to take a threat out during the team portion of the game, you need to prove beyond any reasonable doubt that your target is replaceable. Which means you or someone else needs to step up and be a valuable team member as well. And Dantz isn't.

I never did trust Dantz and now I'm pleased that I was right about him, because I don't feel badly about not choosing him, and I don't feel badly about never trusting him in the first place.


As far as everything else goes,
Britti and Drew are still solid with me, which is awesome!
And Tony has been stepping up so so much lately, I'm really happy with him. I want him to get to the final four with us if possible.
Jared has been around a lot lately and I hope I can continue to rely on him because in my eyes, he seems like he's going to be loyal to me through the first few crucial rounds of the merge.
Kelman... eh? Not sure anymore lmao. I've gotta have a talk with this kid soon!