Episode Three Confesh

[Ryan]

Challenge tonight, holla! I am super excited! It's really the only reason that I like playing these games lol. But yeah we'll see how it goes I'm hoping that we can pull out another win because I don't want to see us lose at all. I mean, if we do, no big deal. It really wouldn't be bad to see someone who is dead weight on the tribe go.

But I think that I would get the Loki scroll if we lost, which is major pooper points and I don't want it. So anyway, here's to hoping for another win! I might make a video confessional at some point, dunno why but I'm bored and such and kitty is being fun so maybe he'll wanna chime in

[Ryan]

Nevermind I look ugly as fuck.

[Ryan]

Okay! So this challenge has been as expected: TRAIN. WRECK.

Okay really it wasn't THAT bad, but it was like "Hmm, let me guess who's gonna be doing almost all of the work... Ryan Drew and Tony? DING DING DING" but in reality, Tony hasn't done much at all for this challenge. I DON'T blame him, if I had a way to get I sure as hell would have. But like the terribly unattractive part of my personality is so competitive that I can't just walk away from a challenge. I wasn't going to give up until my body gave up on me.

Drew and Jay and I were basically the ones who were around the most and Jay was like "Yeah I can be up til 7am Eastern" which to me was cool, if I slept at 4 and woke up at 7 I'd be fine for the rest of the day. But at like 3amEastern Jay's like "Yeah I'm sick and I need to go sleep" and disappears, leaving me and Drew to do everything alone.

We were holding our own just fine, but then Drew and I were like "Once we get one whoever gets it should try to take a 20 minute nap" which in theory was smart but in practice failed, because Drew passed out and didn't come back so it was just me. Then Dantz showed up for a bit and was helping me hold stuff down for another two hours, but he disappeared. I started the nap strategy but on my third go it failed.

But we're still in the lead. Hallelujah! I want to pull off another win and crush their spirits More to come later!

[Ryan]

Ugh, long long long ass challenge. But we won again, which obviously was the goal. I think the best thing we can do for our own game is to continue to beat Kalsoy. They were really strong competition, honestly. And it was frustrating because for the most part, they had more people trying than we did - Sharonica never even showed up to take part in the challenge.

Which is probably a good thing because knowing Sharonica she would have posted in the thread 7 times going "WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON" and then left and went to work and not signed back on until like 8am Sunday and we would have lost all our points lmao.

Anyway, I got 22 of our points in which I'm really happy with. Drew had a solid 13, and Dantz, Kelman, and Jay all did great. It really was a team effort and I'm happy about it. Yeah there was a bit of a lack of communication about when people would and wouldn't be on, but a couple people really stepped up and I'm happy for it. Kelman especially proved himself in this past challenge, which I think is good for me because I think he wants to work with me a lot.

Jay also offered me some type of alliance with him and Drew which is cool, it means Drew and I are pretty good status within the tribe I think. Most people seem to want to work with us, which probably means more safety my way if we ever end up losing.

And I don't want to end up losing. I want Kalsoy to continue to lose. I wanted to prove to them that there's not a challenge that they can beat us in - Speed, Endurance, Teamwork, Creativity. If we can break their spirit, or cause chaos within their tribe, then they can't stop us once we merge together. And that's the goal.

But back to Kelman, him proving himself was WELL needed. He was on the chopping block with Gibson. Now it should be Gibson for sure. I WANTED to work with Sharonica but she is just never around, I don't know how we can pull that off :\

I need to start figuring out how to factor Dantz and Tony into my game. I think they're both together, but I'm not really sure if I could depend on either one of them farther down the road. For now I'm not really scared of them, but it does kinda sketch me out that they don't talk game with me at all - which might be a strategy on their part, who knows.

But each day I grow more confident that I want to work with Drew and Britti and I made the right choice by aligning with them. I like working with Jay, although sometimes I'm afraid that he might be a loose cannon and play really reactionary-like and that would be CRAZY detrimental to my game, so again, we're all kind of just playing these things by ear.



As for the other tribe, I sort of hope Sebastian goes with this vote. It could happen, but if it doesn't I won't cry or anything like that. The fewer tribe members Kalsoy has to compete against us, the better. And next round we can sit Sharonica out again so we'll have Britti back and that'll make us stronger. I can't wait