Post by Brian -Unjustly Voted Out 15th on Oct 4, 2011 15:51:52 GMT -5
Can it be so? I actually had a legit conversation with Deron. He actually seemed pretty chill about stuff. Don’t know. I always get the feeling he’s lying half the time to me about stuff. We don’t speak game at all. He’s a curious one. Like part of me wonders if that’s just his strategy to be absolutely crazy or he’s just that kind of person because it brings attention upon himself. I’m sure I’m overanalyzing everything. The answer is normally simple. However, I did enjoy my conversation I had with him yesterday.
I am still messing up everyone’s name apparently. I don’t even know who’s in my alliance or if we actually are an alliance. I think Tommy hasn’t really proven himself yet. Deron hasn’t really proven himself either. Seb hasn’t but I think he at least has potential.
I wonder if he knows I don’t like him. He opened up to me about not liking Josh. I don’t know. He was tolerable yesterday as well. He says Josh is aligned with everyone. I’m not really worried about that at the moment. We need to win. We’re not going to accomplish anything if all we do is continue to lose. I’m not sure if he’s trying to get in good with me or if he’s just trying appease me so he could be the guy who says he took me out like it’s such an accomplishment.
I do feel kind of safe so far because there seems to be a majority of people who want me here. I’ve been pretty upfront with everyone about stuff. I’m making it clear I’m voting whoever doesn’t participate. Part of it is to fear people to get their butt into gear. The other is to see how much influence I have over people and see how far I can push them if I ever need to in the future without going too far.
I have a feeling if we do a switch, I’m done. I’d be considered active and normal, which is threatening. They prob. want to keep the weak crazies because they’re easier to manipulate. I don’t really see our tribe succeeding on anything. It’s so dysfunctional. I’m curious to know if the other tribe is this awful. I get the feel it isn’t the case.
I am still messing up everyone’s name apparently. I don’t even know who’s in my alliance or if we actually are an alliance. I think Tommy hasn’t really proven himself yet. Deron hasn’t really proven himself either. Seb hasn’t but I think he at least has potential.
I wonder if he knows I don’t like him. He opened up to me about not liking Josh. I don’t know. He was tolerable yesterday as well. He says Josh is aligned with everyone. I’m not really worried about that at the moment. We need to win. We’re not going to accomplish anything if all we do is continue to lose. I’m not sure if he’s trying to get in good with me or if he’s just trying appease me so he could be the guy who says he took me out like it’s such an accomplishment.
I do feel kind of safe so far because there seems to be a majority of people who want me here. I’ve been pretty upfront with everyone about stuff. I’m making it clear I’m voting whoever doesn’t participate. Part of it is to fear people to get their butt into gear. The other is to see how much influence I have over people and see how far I can push them if I ever need to in the future without going too far.
I have a feeling if we do a switch, I’m done. I’d be considered active and normal, which is threatening. They prob. want to keep the weak crazies because they’re easier to manipulate. I don’t really see our tribe succeeding on anything. It’s so dysfunctional. I’m curious to know if the other tribe is this awful. I get the feel it isn’t the case.