round 12 ~ ugh.

[Britti *]

i guess ryan told brian that drew and i told him everything. and because of that brian went off on me. bleh these guys are like a bunch of girls when it comes to gossiping. they cant keep their mouths shut.

idk whats gonna happen this next round but i'm annoyed that brian basically made me feel like i did NOTHING the entire game and ryan has been running the show.

fuck. I've had a deal with ryan since day one. a deal with drew since day 2 maybe? idk. tony wanted to take me to the end and work with me. i'm pretty sure they all didn't go through ryan to see if they were allowed to work with me.

if you're pissed and in a shitty position, don't fucking talk to me like i'm a piece of shit in this game. not a good move. i have done more than you think i have. just becasue its not working to your advantage doesnt mean its not game play.

[Britti *]

fuck dantz. seriously.

[Britti *]

ok, so as much as brian pissed me off with this whole fight, i think its in my best interest to take out jared this vote. it puts me in the best position to make it to the final 3.

[Britti *]

supernatural0732 9:08 pm
Hey!

xomakesmehappy 9:08 pm
hi :-)

supernatural0732 9:09 pm
OMG survivor, such a good episode

xomakesmehappy 9:09 pm
havent watched it yet
willa fter my sister leaves in a few minutes :-)

supernatural0732 9:09 pm
i know, thats why i havnt said why

xomakesmehappy 9:09 pm
brian just messaged me a while ago and is continuing to tell me

supernatural0732 9:09 pm
i just spoke to him a few hours ago

xomakesmehappy 9:09 pm
that i have no chance at winning this game if ryan gets to the end
or you

supernatural0732 9:09 pm
the convo was just lovely
yeah i know

xomakesmehappy 9:09 pm
you and i haven no chance

supernatural0732 9:09 pm
he put that on repeat
like 100 times, just like in the thread
I even said. STOP SAYING THAT WE GET IT

xomakesmehappy 9:10 pm
hes like

supernatural0732 9:10 pm
i said you have said that so much and pointed out so many points

xomakesmehappy 9:10 pm
no ones gonna look at your game if ryan gets there

supernatural0732 9:10 pm
that you can write a best seller book
and idd probably read it
oh of course

xomakesmehappy 9:10 pm
and im like .... IM A FUCKING VET IVE HAD A TARGET ON ME SINCE THE BEGINING OF THSI GAME

supernatural0732 9:10 pm
ugh he was like "is britti still mad at me?"

xomakesmehappy 9:11 pm
of course im pissed, and hes still pissing me off more
saying he wants you and i to win this game but it wont happen with ryan in teh game

supernatural0732 9:11 pm
im like ugh considering you just callem me and her dumbasses infront of everyone
yeah i would say
I kind of told him the truth
i was like look i know your pissed
but i voted out sheri because of my choice, i didnt base my vote off of the foreskin alliance
or the old skorin lines
i did it for myself
which is sorta true, but in fact i was looking out what was best for you and me

xomakesmehappy 9:13 pm
yeah

supernatural0732 9:13 pm
but everytime i was trying to explain myself
he just went back to the same fucking thing
GET RYAN OUT OR HE WILL WIN

xomakesmehappy 9:13 pm
seriously

supernatural0732 9:13 pm
YOU GUYS HAVNT PROVED NOTHING
like if mentioned ryan one more time i will exploed

xomakesmehappy 9:13 pm
to me he says "brit im sure you have worked your ass off behind the scenes but no one is gonna see that"

supernatural0732 9:13 pm
he talks about he 24/7 its like he is obsessed
yep exactly
i guess they only see when you make an ass of yourself on the forum and call everybody a dumbass
umm ill pass

xomakesmehappy 9:14 pm
ugh im annoyed

supernatural0732 9:14 pm
im beyond

xomakesmehappy 9:14 pm
im pissed at brian
but i kind of want to take jared out this round

supernatural0732 9:14 pm
i still havnt wrote a confessional about all this yet., i swear i could write a book

xomakesmehappy 9:14 pm
cause he told me the other day if brian won immunity
then he would be voting form e to leave

supernatural0732 9:14 pm
Oh for sure. We need to split up Ryan and Jared

supernatural0732 9:15 pm
its too bad their would be five votes

xomakesmehappy 9:15 pm
you me and brian would take out jared easily
ryan would be pissed but what would he be left to do

supernatural0732 9:15 pm
wait.
what happends with a tie? revote without the tied pple?

xomakesmehappy 9:15 pm
how do you tie with 5 votes?

supernatural0732 9:15 pm
because we can possiblt do this without brian and show him and EVERYONE that can we can do something
lets say ryan and jared vote brian

xomakesmehappy 9:16 pm
exactly

supernatural0732 9:16 pm
brian votes ryan
me and you vote jared

xomakesmehappy 9:16 pm
ryan won immunity

supernatural0732 9:16 pm
2-2-1

xomakesmehappy 9:16 pm
you cant vote ryan

supernatural0732 9:16 pm
tie
WHAT
shit i didnt even look

xomakesmehappy 9:16 pm
LOL
sandy just told me it was posted
i did the worst
but yeah
if we take out jared this round
we split the pairs
and we're good for the end

supernatural0732 9:17 pm
oh of course
yeah i guess we have to tell brian
too bad
because that plan would have been funny

xomakesmehappy 9:17 pm
i already kinda mentioned voting jared to him

supernatural0732 9:17 pm
UGH this sucks

xomakesmehappy 9:17 pm
ryan is gonna be PISSED

supernatural0732 9:17 pm
because now he was like "see you should have taken out ryan"

xomakesmehappy 9:17 pm
but like
final 4 baby. we have no other choice but to split up the pairs

supernatural0732 9:18 pm
oh of course
no doubt
i was thinking jared if ryan won
and likewise

xomakesmehappy 9:18 pm
then you and i are in the best position at final 4
cause they are only 2 votes

supernatural0732 9:18 pm
THIS IS WHAT I WAS PLANNING
when i voted out sheri

xomakesmehappy 9:18 pm
:-D :-D

supernatural0732 9:18 pm
so... do you want to chat with brian?
us three in a chat?

xomakesmehappy 9:18 pm
sure
but do you think hes gonna trust us

supernatural0732 9:20 pm
I dont think he has much choice

xomakesmehappy 9:20 pm
true

supernatural0732 9:20 pm
i think he will go along with it
doing it is another thing
he might tell ryan just to spite us
who knows
the guys is a loose cannon

xomakesmehappy 9:20 pm
ughhhaksda

supernatural0732 9:20 pm
but if this works

xomakesmehappy 9:20 pm
if he tells lryan lmao

supernatural0732 9:20 pm
me and you are in teh finals NO MATTER WHAT
just saying
he is a loose cannon
he called us dumbasses infront of everyone

xomakesmehappy 9:21 pm
he probably wont believe brian anyways
ill just play up im voting brian
you do the same

supernatural0732 9:22 pm
ok sounds good

xomakesmehappy 9:25 pm
omg bye jared
please
unless ryan and jared and brian get together ahahaha

supernatural0732 9:25 pm
Yeah. But you never know.
Crazier things have happen
Brian could try to do it just to screw us over like we did him

xomakesmehappy 9:26 pm
true
bye 2 me

supernatural0732 9:26 pm
but i dont think ryan will go for it
If you leave i will cut EVERYBODY

xomakesmehappy 9:26 pm
<333
same ggoes here

xomakesmehappy 9:34 pm
LMAO at you and i saving ryan last round, and brian this round
<3

supernatural0732 9:34 pm
OMG - pple dont seriously realize what we do in the fucking game
we have control

xomakesmehappy 9:35 pm
lol yup

supernatural0732 9:35 pm
But one thing is - we have to watch out
because brian asked about a F3 with ryan. i think he knows that we have F3 with him and not jared

xomakesmehappy 9:35 pm
yea

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bmertz0425 9:22 pm
lol whomp whomp whomp

xomakesmehappy 9:23 pm
hiii

supernatural0732 9:23 pm
*AWKWARD*
JK
So... hows everyone?

bmertz0425 9:23 pm
so i guess we're no longer foreskin, just cut?

xomakesmehappy 9:23 pm
starting to watch survivor now so if im quite that might be why
LOL

supernatural0732 9:23 pm
thats correct lol
OMG - could this be the day the infamous JAY MERRILL gets booted? But he has the game figured out.

bmertz0425 9:24 pm
lol

xomakesmehappy 9:24 pm
apparently i said something about him running the game? or thats what he said in that fight thread

bmertz0425 9:24 pm
OH!

supernatural0732 9:25 pm
gossip?!

bmertz0425 9:25 pm
he was so off in his speeches... i didn't even know how to respond to any of them half the time.

xomakesmehappy 9:25 pm
enough about that thread or ill get pissy again

xomakesmehappy 9:27 pm
uhm
my survivor recorded but only a minute of it. wtf

bmertz0425 9:27 pm
:-(

supernatural0732 9:28 pm
NO!

xomakesmehappy 9:28 pm
luckily its on a gain in a half hour

bmertz0425 9:29 pm
I can give you a link to the show. It's probably online now
ohhh ok.
how does it come on again?

xomakesmehappy 9:29 pm
thanks tho
uhmmm we have eastern channels and western channels on our cable

bmertz0425 9:29 pm
rude

bmertz0425 9:30 pm
So is it a 100% thing Jay goes?

xomakesmehappy 9:30 pm
yes.
110%

supernatural0732 9:30 pm
200 PERCENT!

bmertz0425 9:30 pm
mmk, so how do we go about it?

xomakesmehappy 9:30 pm
just vote him ? lol

supernatural0732 9:30 pm
i have been waiting since day 2 to get rid of him

bmertz0425 9:30 pm
Has he promised you guys final deals?

xomakesmehappy 9:30 pm
jared? no

bmertz0425 9:30 pm
Does he think you're going to F3 with him?

xomakesmehappy 9:30 pm
he wanted to vote me this round

supernatural0732 9:30 pm
We are obviously going to tell Ryan that we are voting you

bmertz0425 9:30 pm
I'm talking Ryan.
Does Ryan think you guys have a F3?

xomakesmehappy 9:31 pm
yeah ryan will think we're voting you
ya

supernatural0732 9:31 pm
Jared thinks the F3 is ME RYAN and JAREd

xomakesmehappy 9:31 pm
LMAO

bmertz0425 9:31 pm
lol

xomakesmehappy 9:31 pm
yeah jared wants me out
he told me this round

supernatural0732 9:31 pm
Jared wants Brit out

bmertz0425 9:31 pm
See, I wasn't lying lol

supernatural0732 9:31 pm
I think Ryan thinks me and brit both have a seperate F3 with him

bmertz0425 9:31 pm
jeese

supernatural0732 9:31 pm
I think he is telling brit that its her him and jared

supernatural0732 9:32 pm
while he is telling me its him me and jared

bmertz0425 9:32 pm
mmk, do you think it may be better to warn him ahead of time?
Ryan, that is.

xomakesmehappy 9:32 pm
noooo lol

bmertz0425 9:32 pm
so he doesn't go all out in the challenge next time.

xomakesmehappy 9:32 pm
he wont vote jared

bmertz0425 9:32 pm
or it's a loss cause after the results either way?

xomakesmehappy 9:32 pm
so why do we tell him?

supernatural0732 9:32 pm
Its a loss cause, he will go ape shit if he finds out that we are keeping you

bmertz0425 9:33 pm
mmk, just making sure.

supernatural0732 9:33 pm
He is banking on getting to the finals with jared, to even secure more of his "win"

bmertz0425 9:33 pm
lol
Alright, so I just play dumb and pissy?

xomakesmehappy 9:34 pm
might as well. its what we've been good at lately LOL

supernatural0732 9:34 pm
Yeah and make another hate thread, (JUST KIDDIING)

bmertz0425 9:34 pm
lol
teehee
Well, neither of them message me anymore.

xomakesmehappy 9:34 pm
seriously im gonna have to go and make a list of all the insults ive gotten in the 3 games ive been in

bmertz0425 9:35 pm
I didn't say anything really hateful though.
followers, sheep, playd stupid
But not like you dumb lockjawed cunt or anything.

xomakesmehappy 9:35 pm
LOL

bmertz0425 9:35 pm
Soooo, I'm waiting for my thank you for being a nice mean.

supernatural0732 9:36 pm
I think what ticked me off more when you said smug and cocky
because trust me i am neither lol

xomakesmehappy 9:36 pm
you want me to thank you ? LOLOL

bmertz0425 9:36 pm
lol Britt

xomakesmehappy 9:36 pm
isnt it enough ive stopped being pissy?

supernatural0732 9:36 pm
THANK YOU BRIAN FOR MAKING US LOOK LIKE ASSES
and now we are keeping you LOL

bmertz0425 9:36 pm
Well, the way I felt, you guys just made an alliance for shits and giggles and voted us off.

supernatural0732 9:36 pm
funny how that works

xomakesmehappy 9:37 pm
no no

bmertz0425 9:37 pm
I was like WHO ARE THESE PEOPLE

supernatural0732 9:37 pm
Clearly thats not the case.
I didnt do that just for my health

xomakesmehappy 9:37 pm
i'm a Canadian
i thought you knew ;-)

[Britti *]

bmertz0425 is available 12:19 am
Online: 3h 8m

xomakesmehappy 12:19 am
hey

bmertz0425 12:19 am
oh goodness lol

xomakesmehappy 12:19 am
ohhhh goodness? =-O

bmertz0425 12:19 am
i've been waiting for this day for you to come on lol
How are you?

xomakesmehappy 12:20 am
ohhhhh sorry i was getting my halloween costume ready for work tomorrow. im being forced to dress up
i'm ok, you? i'm sure you're prob pissed at me

bmertz0425 12:20 am
lol which you're going to be?
No, not at all.
Did want to talk to you.
Been talking with Drew.

xomakesmehappy 12:20 am
thing 3? something that doesnt exist. because the girls im working with wanted to dress up and we all have to or none can

bmertz0425 12:20 am
ohhhh right

xomakesmehappy 12:20 am
so they are thing one and 2 and im the non existant thing 3 and my boss is the cat int he hat

bmertz0425 12:21 am
egotistical prick

xomakesmehappy 12:21 am
LMAO. no
she doesnt even wanna dress up. my coworker forced it on her
anywaysss.

bmertz0425 12:21 am
:-P
mmmk, so why me?

xomakesmehappy 12:21 am
because we wanted to throw ryan off the scent we were workign with you
and because i know you dont liek this
but i want to see sheri gone
i dont trust her and she made me mad the other day
not that thats the only reason that she should go

bmertz0425 12:22 am
What'd she do/

xomakesmehappy 12:22 am
it just pissed me off the way she was takling about sandy in the chat

bmertz0425 12:22 am
Yes, she complains a lot.

xomakesmehappy 12:22 am
she flat out insulted someone i consider to be my friend tho

bmertz0425 12:23 am
mmk, was there anything else?

xomakesmehappy 12:23 am
why is she playing in a game thats making her miserable

bmertz0425 12:24 am
Let me know when I can say what I have to say, I don't want to interrupt (and this isn't me being bitchy) lol

xomakesmehappy 12:24 am
no you can say what you want to say
feel free

bmertz0425 12:24 am
First of all, not mad or upset in the least bit.

xomakesmehappy 12:24 am
if you want to be bitchy go for it. feel free to get everything off your chest i can handle it :-)

bmertz0425 12:24 am
Drew and I were talking about it the entire time.

xomakesmehappy 12:24 am
ok

bmertz0425 12:25 am
I understand your whole thought process and everything else, and I would even add to it that you have her and I going into F4... that doesn't really secure anything for you. Especially when you'd be going out of your way.

xomakesmehappy 12:25 am
yeah
like ... dont get me wrong i trust you

bmertz0425 12:26 am
OK, so here's where we disagree...

xomakesmehappy 12:26 am
like a whole lot, and i think you and i have a better relationship. i feel like sheri's relationship with me is just kind of forced

bmertz0425 12:27 am
Ryan is a power house and somehow has been amazing at all these challenges. Look at how much destroyed Tony. He also has Jay under his belt... who he won't give up.
Look at him, he was able to break down our alliance of 4 and get us to take out one of our own.

xomakesmehappy 12:28 am
he has nothing to do with this
he's not makign me do anything
are you kidding me
why does ryan get all this credit
its like he's king of the game

bmertz0425 12:28 am
I assume you were the one to tell him about the pact?

xomakesmehappy 12:30 am
i didnt say anything about a pact

bmertz0425 12:30 am
Yes, I know Sheri can be annoying, but between the two, we can control her. Also, I have NO PROBLEM taking her out next. I want it to be Drew, you and I in the finals. That's all I want. I told you that when we first started that thing. Problem being, if we keep Ryan in there, plus Jay, that gives them a major advantage, and if that skroll si something really dangerous, he can change the game.
In fact, I'd rather her go next after Ryan.
I know you want to make it to the end.
I honestly respect Drew and you the most of this game.
Yes, I think she's just as annoying and has complained throughout, but point blank, Ryan is stronger and he has Jay fighting for him as well.

xomakesmehappy 12:31 am
thats the thing is i would rather sheri go because i know that you and her are close. if sheri goes this round, ryan goes NEXT. like i promise

bmertz0425 12:31 am
Add ot the fact, they both said they're wanting you out next after Sheri's gone. Jay said Ryan said he didn't trust you, and I sent that other message showing Ryan wanted you out next.

bmertz0425 12:32 am
I'll show a most recent confessional about SHeri lol
First, we have Sheri. She's so emotional and the type of person who will snap so quickly. This entire time when I was telling her my plans for the challenge and how it will work and the entire time she was just complaining and just saying I don't want to get voted out. All the while I'm telling her I AM the one who's throwing the challenge so one of them three could win. There are so many times where I have to bite my tongue with her because I need her at the moment. And you better believe when I said I was willing to throw myself under the bus so one of them three could win, she didn't say a peep. I owe her nothing.

Read more:http://isurv1vor15.proboards.com/index.cgi?board=brian&action=display&thread=495#ixzz1cKoBqn9M
Now tell me we're close.
lol

xomakesmehappy 12:33 am
lmao but it says you need her at the moment

bmertz0425 12:34 am
I meatn for this alliance.

xomakesmehappy 12:34 am
i know

bmertz0425 12:34 am
ANd you know tha'ts what I meant.
I want her gone. I want us three in the end.
But Ryan is stronger.
I know there's nothing I can say or do, but I 100% promise you I'm gunnign for her and will do whatever I can to make it happen.
I will tell her I really want Immunity and that she owes me.
I have no problem being the bad guy. I'm not looking to win. I just want to get to the end like you.

xomakesmehappy 12:36 am
i really want us in the final 3 too

xomakesmehappy 12:36 am
its just idk. i would rather sheri go its what my gut says, and i know ryan going is what your gut says

bmertz0425 12:36 am
And with me having the loki scroll, that means it could mean i can't play next round and either drew or you have to beat ryan

xomakesmehappy 12:36 am
it completely took you out of the challenge?

bmertz0425 12:36 am
I don't know yet.
I'm just saying, we have Sheri who has nobody but us. Then we have Ryan who is a powerhouse in challenges and has Jay.
If Ryan stays, the numbers are going to be too close.

bmertz0425 12:38 am
And Jay wants Sheri out too, so if she stays next round, EVERYONE will want her out.

xomakesmehappy 12:38 am
i thought he wanted me out?

bmertz0425 12:38 am
He's apparently a woman hater. He doesn't like either of you.

xomakesmehappy 12:38 am
LMAO

bmertz0425 12:39 am
Remember SHeri saying he was arguing with him in the chat?

xomakesmehappy 12:39 am
ya

bmertz0425 12:39 am
But he did say you were supposed to go this round.
As did Ryan.
Which is why I'm confused you'd want around two people who are after you and keep someone who isn't.

xomakesmehappy 12:40 am
everyone is saying everything in this game its hard to know what is the truth

bmertz0425 12:40 am
I haven't lied to you.

xomakesmehappy 12:40 am
i know that

bmertz0425 12:40 am
I sent you convos. to me.
you*
It came from both of their mouths.

xomakesmehappy 12:40 am
but i know that tony was throwing my name around to distract kelman ffrom knowing he was going
and that since then my name has been thrown around

bmertz0425 12:41 am
Well, I assume that's why he wanted me to align with him this round.
So he could use me for next round, to get you out.

bmertz0425 12:43 am
I have shown you that I want to work with you and faithful to you. That's why I went out of my way to get Kelman to vote Tony instead of you.
Have I annoyed you?

xomakesmehappy 12:45 am
no
mymind is mush right now caue i have a headache so its taking a bit longer to read what you are saying

bmertz0425 12:46 am
What happens if next challenge Jay and Ryan both throw so they can vote and force a tie against us?
We'd either have to vote Jay and keep Ryan around longer or vote Ryan and have to compete in a duel against him. Look at how he creamed Tony.

xomakesmehappy 12:47 am
what happens if we all throw it. like.... i'm pretty sure jay will be teh worst at throwing the challenge

bmertz0425 12:47 am
If Ryan tells him what to do, he will listen.
But the thing is, why risk that?
When it could be simipler for us.
Do you believe that I want Sheri out next?

xomakesmehappy 12:48 am
i do.

bmertz0425 12:48 am
Do you see my point where it's safer to keep her this round?
We're risking A LOT by keeping him. The only risk we have with her is if she wins Immunity and that means we can try again at F4. With Ryan, he can completely overthrow us.

xomakesmehappy 12:49 am
how can he completely overthrow us?
hes one person
i dont get how he is like

bmertz0425 12:49 am
He has Jay.

xomakesmehappy 12:49 am
jared is so simple and easy to trick
there is 3 of us

bmertz0425 12:49 am
He listens to Ryan.

xomakesmehappy 12:49 am
versus ryan and jay?
i dont think that we're gonna get out tricked by 2

bmertz0425 12:49 am
I'm saying, we're setting ourselves up for a tie next round if we keep him.
and ryan isn't afraid of a duel, he murdered the last competition.

xomakesmehappy 12:50 am
i get what you are saying that ryan has to go before finals

bmertz0425 12:51 am
I'm saying he has to go this round.

xomakesmehappy 12:51 am
i still think sheri does

bmertz0425 12:51 am
Unless you want Jay out, but that wouldn't be smart.
What's better going into final 5 4-1 or 3-2?

xomakesmehappy 12:52 am
what are 2 people gonna do? like unless you want to flip on me and drew

bmertz0425 12:52 am
I just told you.
They force a tie.
and go in a duel
and could win.
then you'd go into final 4 2-2
then they can tie again
and go into a duel again and win again
If we go in with Sheri, she's voting with us.

xomakesmehappy 12:52 am
can you explain to me

xomakesmehappy 12:52 am
why everyone thinks that skorin bows down on their knees to ryan

bmertz0425 12:53 am
I'm not saying that.

xomakesmehappy 12:53 am
he's won one individual challenge and a duel he was against one person

bmertz0425 12:53 am
I'm saying Jay outright told me he's going to the end with Ryan isn't budging from that.

xomakesmehappy 12:53 am
yeah but he's not going to teh end of this game
neither of them are

bmertz0425 12:54 am
Do you see the risk of keeping them at F5?

xomakesmehappy 12:54 am
theres a risk at keeping everyone

bmertz0425 12:54 am
There's a bigger risk with him.

bmertz0425 12:55 am
Brit, it's frustrating because I think you're getting personal feelings mixed up with what's best for all of us. Keeping him around longer risks all of us as a team, whereas Sheri has a much more minimal risk.
I really don't want to argue with you at all.
I'm trying to be as cooperative as possible. I said I wasn't upset with you about giving me the scroll. I never once yelled at you for it. I've went out of my way and have been completely open. I have no allegiance to Sheri. The only reason to keep her this vote is for our safety.
I want you to be in the end, and I would hope that it would be with Drew and I. I know that's all you wanted and I'm doing my best to make it happen.

xomakesmehappy 12:57 am
i'm sorry i don't want to frustrate you

bmertz0425 12:58 am
And I'm sure you now think I'm just being some douche or something. I just know Ryan will be much more of a threat to keep around than what Sheri is.

xomakesmehappy 12:58 am
no, i dont think you are a douche at all

bmertz0425 12:58 am
Like your reasoning for keeping her is that you don't trust her. We don't trust Ryan either, but at least Sheri isn't against us.
So it all comes down to it just being personal.

xomakesmehappy 12:58 am
no its not personal

bmertz0425 12:58 am
Which I understand, but it also effects Drew and I because we can be voted out next because of keeping Ryan.
As well as you.

xomakesmehappy 12:59 am
i will be voted out before you guys are you kididng me

bmertz0425 12:59 am
I have a scroll that will probably screw me one way or another.

xomakesmehappy 12:59 am
ughhlaekd

xomakesmehappy 1:00 am
ok. i get everything you are saying. im gonna head off here for the night because my cold is attacking me. feel free to keep talking to drew, the votes not due til mid afternoon tomororw im sure ill be on before work

bmertz0425 1:00 am
I don't know, there really is no reason to keep Ryan. They're both strong and both are untrustworhty, the only difference is Ryan has someone who listens to him and Sheri listens to us. We're voting out one of our own over someone who's looking to break us apart.
It just worries me because you seem really adament about keeping him. ANd there should be no reason to want to.

xomakesmehappy 1:01 am
i'm not adamant about keeping HIM
im adamant about my gut feeling. its never steered me wrong before. i'm not trying to frustrate you anymore than i already have

bmertz0425 1:01 am
I know what you're saying, but he has more flaws to keep around than Sheri does.
And Drew said he'll listen to whatever you say.

bmertz0425 1:02 am
Don't know, I just don't want to have another intense TC like this. If Sher's here, it'll be point blank on what will happen. WIth him, it'll be another convuluted mess that will probably result in him staying again.
thing is, every tc we had people come up to us to say they wanted him out but never ended up following through with it.
so yeah, just blah about it all. i want the best for us.

xomakesmehappy 1:03 am
i knwo

bmertz0425 1:04 am
sorry this was mostly game talk

xomakesmehappy 1:04 am
i do 2. i just idk. i havent thought about it as much as you havei guess.
no its fine

bmertz0425 1:04 am
nah, i don't dwell, it was just agreed he needs to go. drew and i both said so.

bmertz0425 1:05 am
he doesn't want to piss you off because he knows friendship is much more important than this game, which i respect. i'm not looking to screw you, just looking to do what's best.
for us 3 (Drew you and I) and nobody else.

xomakesmehappy 1:05 am
i'm not gonna get pissed off over anything anyone does
unless they vote me out that is

bmertz0425 1:05 am
lol

xomakesmehappy 1:05 am
i dont hold gamegrudges

bmertz0425 1:05 am
I know, I think he just didn't want to argue.

xomakesmehappy 1:06 am
ok, im gonna go off here the screen thing

bmertz0425 1:06 am
Anyway, no more game talk. I hope you have a fun day as Thing 3. Sorry was all gametalk tonight

xomakesmehappy 1:06 am
is drigving my headache worse. ill be on tomrorow, will you?
ohhhh thanks, and noooo don't worry i understand it had to be game talk

bmertz0425 1:06 am
Yeah, shoot me a text if you don't see me on.
636-295-6800

xomakesmehappy 1:06 am
ok :-) will do

bmertz0425 1:06 am
Take care little lady

xomakesmehappy 1:06 am
you too darling. give larry a pet for me

bmertz0425 is available 1:06 am
bmertz0425 1:06 am
he's snoring at the moment lol

bmertz0425 11:26 pm
So why lead me on for no reason?
just got your message.

bmertz0425 11:29 pm
i'm just kind of revved up because he came gloating to me about everything.
and saying how you told him everything.

xomakesmehappy 11:29 pm
hey one sec im on the phone

bmertz0425 11:29 pm
and saying you guys all know i'm lying.
k

xomakesmehappy 11:31 pm
first of all
how am i supposed to know you are lying when you really have no options unless you want to work with ryan?
lik
i didnt mean to lead you on
i told you i wanted sheri gone this round

bmertz0425 11:32 pm
Britt, I told you from the getgo, I understood your concern.
I was doing WHATEVER I could to ensure you felt comfortable.
I went out of my way for you with Kelman. We could've forced a tie to against you and him but I didn't want to risk you leaving.
I totally understand where you were coming from.

xomakesmehappy 11:33 pm
well you didnt tell me that then
you told me that you wanted him gone

bmertz0425 11:33 pm
Yes, because I wanted you.

xomakesmehappy 11:33 pm
you led me to believe you werent going to work with him

bmertz0425 11:33 pm
I didn't lol

bmertz0425 11:33 pm
I told you I wanted to ensure he wouldn't vote for you
So I said the vote was TOny so he wouldn't.
Which he voted.
I didn't want it to be the two high vote getters leaving, which Is why I was playing it safe.
I told you this.
What it all boils down to, I was looking out for you.
Even after the Sheri thing, yes, I disagreed, but I still was there.

xomakesmehappy 11:35 pm
well to be honest it wasnt MY idea to tell ryan

bmertz0425 11:35 pm
It was just after Ryan came gloating to me saying you've been telling him everything and calling me a liar, is when it's like who is this girl and why be like that to me?

xomakesmehappy 11:35 pm
i'm not as big of a jerk as people arem aking me out to be

bmertz0425 11:36 pm
i'm just going by what i heard.
and i'm coming to the source.

xomakesmehappy 11:36 pm
cause everyone is telling the truth
i told you that i said stuff to ryan yes

bmertz0425 11:36 pm
That's why I'm confronting you.

bmertz0425 11:38 pm
Basically Ryan came up to me smug about the vote.

xomakesmehappy 11:38 pm
well he's lookin like an asshole then.

bmertz0425 11:39 pm
And then started saying how I wasn't honest with him about wanting him out.
And said that he was wanting to work with me but now I'm next.

xomakesmehappy 11:39 pm
wtf like

bmertz0425 11:39 pm
Then he started calling me a liar on stuff and said he never said stuff.

xomakesmehappy 11:39 pm
how are you not honest abotu wanting him out
i dont get what his logic to you is

bmertz0425 11:39 pm
So I pulled up the convo where he said he wanted you out.
And he's like I never said I wanted her out.
It's like exactly how he plays all along. He says it but words it in a way he can backtrack to make it look like he's innocent.

bmertz0425 11:40 pm
And then everyone believes it.
You look at the way he spoke to me. Look at the way he spoke on Kelman's vote. Kelman fully believed he had a final deal with him, and look how he treated him.
He said everything that I tell Jay, Drew and you are all lies... and I was like prove it lol

xomakesmehappy 11:42 pm
lmao

bmertz0425 11:42 pm
And then he signs off.

xomakesmehappy 11:42 pm
oy

bmertz0425 11:42 pm
Well, blocks me I'm sure.

xomakesmehappy 11:42 pm
nah i havent seen him

bmertz0425 11:42 pm
I'm making it known right now, if he makes it to the end, I'm going to vote for him.

xomakesmehappy 11:43 pm
thats fucking ridiculous and childish

bmertz0425 11:43 pm
You get me to the end, I'll do whatever I can to ensure your win.
I'm tired of people playing by his rules.

xomakesmehappy 11:43 pm
seriously
ive had enough of the bullshit about ryan leading this fucfking game

bmertz0425 11:44 pm
Then it shouldn't be a problem to get rid of him then.
You've each ran to him to tell him what others have said.

xomakesmehappy 11:44 pm
yeah because hes been a part of my game
everyone talks in this game
everyone

xomakesmehappy 11:45 pm
the way you were protecting sheri last night, although i know it was strategical

bmertz0425 11:45 pm
But everyone has had a chance to take him out but nobody has.
It was for Drew you and I.

xomakesmehappy 11:45 pm
that doesnt mean he is the king of the game

bmertz0425 11:45 pm
Not selfish in the least bit.

xomakesmehappy 11:45 pm
or that hes running shbit

bmertz0425 11:45 pm
He is.
Everyone is talking about but nobody does anything about it.

xomakesmehappy 11:45 pm
no
are you kiddng me

bmertz0425 11:45 pm
And that's why everyone gets so riled up when we say that because they all want him in the end.

xomakesmehappy 11:46 pm
no

bmertz0425 11:46 pm
You guys all want him in the end, go for it, we'll just give him the vote. Make it easy on all of you.

xomakesmehappy 11:46 pm
i'm not riled up because i want him there
im riled up because you are discounting my game
and saying you wont vote me to win regardless of how i played

bmertz0425 11:46 pm
Because it will look like you did nothing.

xomakesmehappy 11:46 pm
are you fucking kidding me?

bmertz0425 11:46 pm
As of now, NOTHING has happened in this game besides Ryan being the leader.
Kalsoys have left.

xomakesmehappy 11:46 pm
uhmm
no.

bmertz0425 11:47 pm
Kelman is the only vote gone and that's because he was getting crazy.
You guys all talk about alliances and stuff, but ultimately it doesn't matter because the same people you'd expect go go
There has been NO game changing moves.

xomakesmehappy 11:47 pm
i cant believe you are sitting here takling to me and telling me that i'm not playing this game

bmertz0425 11:48 pm
If you take out Ryan, it will show you're not his bitch.

xomakesmehappy 11:48 pm
i'm not anyone's bitch

bmertz0425 11:48 pm
But if you sit there and tag along with him to the finals, that's all it'll look like regardless if you did stuff or not.
Because EVERYONE on your tribe has wanted to go to the finals with him.
And most of them had deals with him.
I'm not saying you did nothing.
If you take stick with me and take out Ryan, it'll show you were actually playing him all along.

bmertz0425 11:49 pm
Because right now Ryan is acting as though he's running this show and that's the way it seems.

xomakesmehappy 11:49 pm
acting and actually running the show are two different stories

bmertz0425 11:49 pm
When the game goes as cut and dry as this has been, that's all he needs.
And if you guys want to drag him there, we may as well make this as pointless as it has been for all of us.
There were 6 people on your tribe. 3 of you weren't going to make the finals. Instead you guys all sit and wait and hope Ryan decides whether or not he wants to take you.

xomakesmehappy 11:50 pm
i dont take threats lightly

bmertz0425 11:51 pm
And he even said he was gunning for you. jay and them both just last round.

bmertz0425 11:51 pm
britt, i'm just being upfront with you.

xomakesmehappy 11:51 pm
i get that

bmertz0425 11:51 pm
i'm not being hateful.

xomakesmehappy 11:51 pm
but threatening me isnt the way to get me to stay on your side
you spent the last like

bmertz0425 11:51 pm
I'm not threatening you.

xomakesmehappy 11:51 pm
15 mintues telling me i havent done shit in this game

bmertz0425 11:51 pm
I haven't said htat.

xomakesmehappy 11:52 pm
ok. correction. you've spent the last 15 minutes calling me ryans puppet

bmertz0425 11:52 pm
I haven't said that either.
It's about how it all appears to everyone else.

bmertz0425 11:54 pm
I see that you're trying to do something.

xomakesmehappy 11:54 pm
whos to say i havent been doing something all along
i dont liek feeling like im half a player

bmertz0425 11:55 pm
But there hasn't been anything done in this game though.

xomakesmehappy 11:55 pm
and right now that is how i feel

bmertz0425 11:55 pm
Kalsoys been knocked out.
And a twist that knocked out a Skorin
A move in taking out Ryan will be the only game changing move in this game.

xomakesmehappy 11:55 pm
seriously
ryan is not fucking the king of the game
stop sayaing that
or i will reach through this screen and smack ya

bmertz0425 11:56 pm
lol
I'm saying if we vote out ryan this round, it will be a game changing move because everyone expects him to win.
That's something people will remember.
But right now, nothing important has happened.
Only the twist, and that was Kelman, and it was AFTER he was voted out lol

xomakesmehappy 11:58 pm
ok

bmertz0425 11:58 pm
Do you get at all what I'm saying?

xomakesmehappy 11:58 pm
yes i do, but im gonna sign off for a bit cause i'm exhausted and getting my ass beat by a cold
ill be on either later tonight or tomorrow before work i promise.

bmertz0425 11:59 pm
Yes, I got moody with you, but i think it was legit because I didn't realize all the stuff you were saying to him.
I have put a lot of faith in you.

bmertz0425 8:47 pm
Hi. Drew felt like we needed to talk, and I kind of wanted to talk to you as well.

xomakesmehappy 8:47 pm
oooooooookies
hi

bmertz0425 8:47 pm
lol that was quick

xomakesmehappy 8:48 pm
lol

bmertz0425 8:48 pm
Is there anything you'd want to get off your chest first, I know Drew had quite a bit to say.
If not, I can just go ahead.

xomakesmehappy 8:48 pm
what is there left for me to say. i know you know i'm pissed that you spent basically 2 days insulting me ont he board and calling me a follower and mindless andw hat not

bmertz0425 8:49 pm
Fair enough, so want me to just get to the point?

xomakesmehappy 8:49 pm
yes please

bmertz0425 8:50 pm
mmk, so first wanted to start off by saying sorry. I could see what I said didn't upset you, and it wasn't my intention to try and demoralize you or rip you to shreads.

xomakesmehappy 8:50 pm
thanks. i appreciate that

bmertz0425 8:51 pm
I understand both sides, but I kind of want to explain mine to see where I was coming from.

xomakesmehappy 8:51 pm
ok, im listening. as LONG as we don't go on and on a gain about how ryan has run this game because thats not the truth, and its really disheartening to hear that if i make it to the end of teh game i dont even get a chance at jury votes

bmertz0425 8:52 pm
lol No, not in the least bit.
We made this alliance and I was all for it. I was genuine about wanting to see both of you get to the end... pretty much everything I told you before hand.

xomakesmehappy 8:52 pm
i get that. i honestly
wanted you me and drew to go through this next round. i didnt even want to tell ryan about the alliance, but drew said we should so when we voted sheri out ryan wouldnt flip out and somehow get you and jared and target us

bmertz0425 8:53 pm
After the whole vote thing went down, I was concerned, but I had faith that we still maybe would stick together. But then seeing the challenge where you use the same dividing of money as Ryan and then you saying Drew was telling Ryan everything I was saying as well, I just figured everything was just a waste of time and you were making a joke of me.

xomakesmehappy 8:53 pm
I didn;t work with ryan at all!

bmertz0425 8:53 pm
Like it just baffled me why you guys would do that.

xomakesmehappy 8:54 pm
i did what i could to get my self immunity

bmertz0425 8:54 pm
But that's the impression I got.

xomakesmehappy 8:54 pm
i know but you have to talk to me rather than flipping out

bmertz0425 8:54 pm
It's legit and fair to think that way, since you didn't respond to me and just went your own way.

xomakesmehappy 8:54 pm
and saying all that shit about me
i get that

bmertz0425 8:54 pm
OK, I'll get to that.

xomakesmehappy 8:54 pm
ok

bmertz0425 8:54 pm
So, yes, then I have Ryan repeating everything I said to you guys.
Gloating about how he stayed.
And how you all were telling him everything all along that I was after him. I knew he knew, but after hearing that you guys both did, I was just done at that point.

xomakesmehappy 8:55 pm
i'm sorry he did that. i didnt expect that to happen, but then you tell him that i was talking shit about him? i didnt talk shit about you, and i havent talked shit about him
i wasnt telling him all along
we only told him once i realized i wanted sheri out
and again it wasnt my ida

bmertz0425 8:55 pm
When did I say you were talking shit about him/

xomakesmehappy 8:56 pm
you said on the board that drew and i were talking shit about him in our 4 way chat

bmertz0425 8:56 pm
No, about Jay.

xomakesmehappy 8:56 pm
oh
maybe i didn't read it fully.

xomakesmehappy 8:56 pm
well i'm sorry

bmertz0425 8:56 pm
Because Jay was calling you guys all friends and this happy family lol

xomakesmehappy 8:56 pm
i didnt mean to push you to this

bmertz0425 8:56 pm
Well, I think we both kind of did thing.

xomakesmehappy 8:56 pm
but like
it legit bothers me
that you have gone and said ive done nothing and regardless of what i do in the rest of this game
that i dont have a chance at winning this game

bmertz0425 8:57 pm
Sooooo, I figured I just allow myself to be voted out an accept that all you guys did was just fuck with me for the fun of it, or call it all out. Especially after Ryan denied about wanting you out.
OK, I'll get to that.
I initially called him out to show you that he's a liar.
And I did it in a public forum so he would have to defense himself.
And then it evolved.
WHich I was fine with because I also wanted to show you the type of person he is.
And also what it all appears from the outside.

bmertz0425 8:59 pm
What I saw is that Drew and you backtracked on our alliance, like all the others have each round (Tony Kelman Round 1 Tony Kelman Round 2 Kelman Jay Round 3 and you guys Round 4)

xomakesmehappy 8:59 pm
ok yeah that makes sense
but that wasnt how it was at all. i should have talked to you before everything. i admit that

bmertz0425 8:59 pm
And then hearing you guys were just telling him everything all along, it looked like you guys were just looking to get approval by him
This is just what i'm seeing from my side.

xomakesmehappy 8:59 pm
i get that

bmertz0425 9:00 pm
When in reality, our secret alliance shoudl've never been mentioned.

xomakesmehappy 9:00 pm
i get that you see it that way. but i promise you thats not what it has ever been
i agree.

bmertz0425 9:00 pm
You guys could've just kept us in your back pocket and used us when needed.
So yes, I think it was all mishandled.

xomakesmehappy 9:00 pm
that is what i wanted to do, but i wasnt smart about it obviously

bmertz0425 9:00 pm
I think you guys initially mishandled the situation.

xomakesmehappy 9:00 pm
yes
i will admit that and i'm sorry

bmertz0425 9:00 pm
And then I also went off, but I also felt like I got my point across.

xomakesmehappy 9:01 pm
yeah. i think we all could have definitely handled it differently

bmertz0425 9:01 pm
Granted I did say some things I shouldn't have, which I do apologize, but overall, I had a point.

xomakesmehappy 9:01 pm
can you give me like 5 minutes i just need to drive my sister home

bmertz0425 9:01 pm
go for it.

xomakesmehappy 9:01 pm
oh neverm ind she has another ride :-)

bmertz0425 9:01 pm
mmk :-P
I didn't say you guys did nothing, but that's what it looks like. ANd it won't matter since this game has gone exactly to script.

xomakesmehappy 9:02 pm
so you're still saying
no matter what is said inf inals

bmertz0425 9:02 pm
I could understand if people were going left and right with surprise boots and you were part of those surprise boots, but it hasn't been.

xomakesmehappy 9:02 pm
i dont stand a chance?

bmertz0425 9:02 pm
Against him, no.
Because you ALL had a chance to get rid of him.
Knowing he's a threat.

xomakesmehappy 9:02 pm
but the point is. you guys made him this big threat

bmertz0425 9:02 pm
Even Ryan understands what I'm saying.
No, it's because you guys all told him everything. You made him your leader without saying it.

xomakesmehappy 9:03 pm
no

bmertz0425 9:03 pm
ANd he gladly took role.

xomakesmehappy 9:03 pm
you dont get it

bmertz0425 9:03 pm
Brit, I know you probably worked your butt off behind the scenes.

xomakesmehappy 9:03 pm
thats why its bullshit

bmertz0425 9:04 pm
But to everyone else, it won't matter because it was a very cut and dry game. There was no need to be sneaky because all the boots were expected.

xomakesmehappy 9:04 pm
that i dont get to stand a fucking chance for allt he work I HAVE DONE

bmertz0425 9:04 pm
He was out in the open. Everyone called him a threat. Everyone called him the leader. And nobody did anything.

xomakesmehappy 9:04 pm
not everyone called him a threat
he's never actually been a threat to me

bmertz0425 9:04 pm
That would be a harder game to do then under the radar to get to the finals in a cut and dry game like this.
To you, no.

xomakesmehappy 9:05 pm
and thats not because im handing him all the information you think i have

bmertz0425 9:05 pm
But every single time we were going to get him voted out, he scared the rest of them back to stay in order.

xomakesmehappy 9:05 pm
i'm a fucking vet

xomakesmehappy 9:05 pm
ive had a target on my back since the begining of this game

bmertz0425 9:06 pm
But the votes always went down as expected though.
Britt, I know people wanted you out, but as far as struggle goes, people won't see it.

xomakesmehappy 9:06 pm
ic

bmertz0425 9:07 pm
I'm not even being hateful or anything.

xomakesmehappy 9:07 pm
i understand that

bmertz0425 9:07 pm
I knew that Kelman wanted you out.
I know Jay did.

xomakesmehappy 9:07 pm
what if we get rid of jared this round

bmertz0425 9:08 pm
lol Are you seriously still wanting to keep him around after everyone said they're voting him to win if he makes it to the finals?

xomakesmehappy 9:08 pm
ryan just won immunity
how exactly do we voteh im out

bmertz0425 9:08 pm
lol of course he did.
Well, yes, I would obviously rather him go.

bmertz0425 9:09 pm
Like I told Drew, you have no idea how much I want either Drew or you to win.

xomakesmehappy 9:09 pm
then how about you give us a chance

bmertz0425 9:10 pm
But you're not going to do it with him. Even Kelman and Tony are feeding out of his hands. He has the votes.
If we get Ryan out.
At 4.
One of you two win will, I'll make sure of it.
I obviously will have none of Skorin voting for me, and I'll tell them not to vote for me.

bmertz0425 9:11 pm
I'll tell Kalsoy*

xomakesmehappy 9:11 pm
well that doesnt mean they will listen
i mean ryans told you all he doesnt want your votes
yet you're all still like YEAH WE'RE VOTING RYAN TO WIN

bmertz0425 9:12 pm
lol
Sheri would be the only one who i think won't listen because she's miffed.
Joel and Tommy could care less what happens.

xomakesmehappy 9:12 pm
you do realize you are acting just like y'all are saying that ryan has been acting
like you can control the kalsoys

bmertz0425 9:13 pm
I'm not saying I can control them, but I think they'd listen to me if I said I didn't want their vote. Neither of Drew or you offfended them.
You can also mention to Sheri how I was willing to betray her.
100% honesty, I don't want to win.
Would I like to go to the finals? Absolutely.

bmertz0425 9:14 pm
I know you'd be taking a risk, but you'd be taking an even bigger one with him.
I go out of my way for people who actually go out of their way for me.
Which is why I did the thing with Kelman because I genuinely thought we had something.
I have been upfront with you about everything.
We can talk about that more later, but as for now, I'd be down with voting Jay.

bmertz0425 9:16 pm
You've gone quiet...

xomakesmehappy 9:17 pm
sorry. i was in the bathroom, im reading what you said now

bmertz0425 9:17 pm
:-P

xomakesmehappy 9:17 pm
i agree you've been upfront with everything

bmertz0425 9:17 pm
Any game I have ever played, I'd completely go out of my way for somone if they did the same for me.

bmertz0425 9:18 pm
You have to believe that people are going to vote him to win no matter what if he makes it to the end.

xomakesmehappy 9:19 pm
i get that
even though it annoys the shit out fo me that you wont read statements or ask questions

bmertz0425 9:19 pm
I think they will now, but I don't thik it will matter.

xomakesmehappy 9:20 pm
i feel like this argument on the boards was like a whole version of final tribal council

bmertz0425 9:20 pm
lol
See, no need anymore.

xomakesmehappy 9:20 pm
i would have said more if i wasnt sick lol

bmertz0425 9:20 pm
You were very short.

xomakesmehappy 9:21 pm
yeah. I didn't have time or energy to write novels

bmertz0425 9:21 pm
Don't know, felt like I had to get a lot off my chest lol

xomakesmehappy 9:21 pm
fair enough

bmertz0425 9:21 pm
And then Kelman and Tony chimed in and somehow blame me for their tribe take them out.

xomakesmehappy 9:21 pm
yeahhh
and then dantz jumped in
how random

bmertz0425 9:21 pm
lol
Yeah.
He was actually pretty nice about everything.
Gave you all compliments.

xomakesmehappy 9:22 pm
he called me a puppet1
!!!

bmertz0425 9:22 pm
oh, yeah, he had a bitchy nickname for all

xomakesmehappy 9:22 pm
pissed me off lol

bmertz0425 9:23 pm
i wasn't even mentioned besides briefly in yours.

xomakesmehappy 9:24 pm
i ranted a bit about that

bmertz0425 9:24 pm
about how i wasn't mentioned?

xomakesmehappy 9:24 pm
no

bmertz0425 9:24 pm
oh, yeah, you seemed extra moody.

xomakesmehappy 9:24 pm
about the whole statement he made about me
lmao.. thanks

bmertz0425 9:24 pm
i thought this conversation was going to go way worse

xomakesmehappy 9:39 pm
lol
i can be a psycho sometimes, but not usually to people online

[Britti *]

Note to self. Pm Ryan tomorrow sometime after he goes to work to say I talked to drew and that we decided to vote out Jared to save him from having to do it the next round. (since he keeps saying he can't see him ever voting him out ) Hopefully that will stop too much drama from going down

[Britti *]

So, the logic behind voting out Jared is the fact that he told me the other day if Brian wins immunity then he votes me out. Can't even risk that. Also if Jared somehow wins Immunity next round we have to pick between Drew/myself/Ryan who should go. Would suck. At this point I think Ryan, Drew AND Brian want me in the finals with them. Realistically, best case scenario this next round is that anyone except Brian wins immunity. I couldn't pick between Ryan and Drew who to send home. These two have been my boys since the beginning and I love them both to pieces. UGHLALKAJDLK.

[Britti *]

well, that didn't work out too well.

MinsiKid (2:03:58 AM): lmao


xomakesmehappy (2:04:03 AM): whaat


MinsiKid (2:04:18 AM): sandy is about to post tc
MinsiKid (2:04:23 AM): and told me the results.


xomakesmehappy (2:04:35 AM): ok. well please dont hate me. it wasnt meant to be anything against you. or to save brian


MinsiKid (2:04:43 AM): just shut up.


xomakesmehappy (2:04:47 AM): seriously?


MinsiKid (2:04:52 AM): DON'T ASK ME SERIOUSLY
MinsiKid (2:04:57 AM): SOMEONE INSULTS YOU
MinsiKid (2:05:01 AM): DOES EVERYTHING TO TURN YOU AGAINST ME


xomakesmehappy (2:05:05 AM): RYAN


MinsiKid (2:05:05 AM): AND YOU GO ALONG WITH HIM
MinsiKid (2:05:06 AM): LIKE LMFAO


xomakesmehappy (2:05:10 AM): I DIDNT GO ALONG WITH HIM


MinsiKid (2:05:11 AM): he WANTED you to spare him


xomakesmehappy (2:05:13 AM): ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME


MinsiKid (2:05:15 AM): give me A BREAK.
MinsiKid (2:05:16 AM): you LIED.
MinsiKid (2:05:16 AM): TO
MinsiKid (2:05:17 AM): MY
MinsiKid (2:05:18 AM): FACE.


xomakesmehappy (2:05:19 AM): no
xomakesmehappy (2:05:21 AM): i did not


MinsiKid (2:05:21 AM): you
MinsiKid (2:05:23 AM): lied
MinsiKid (2:05:24 AM): to
MinsiKid (2:05:25 AM): my
MinsiKid (2:05:26 AM): face.


xomakesmehappy (2:05:26 AM): uhm no


MinsiKid (2:05:29 AM): LAST NIGHT
MinsiKid (2:05:32 AM): I ASKED YOU ON VIDEO CALL
MinsiKid (2:05:34 AM): IS BRIAN GOING
MinsiKid (2:05:36 AM): "um yeah obviously"


xomakesmehappy (2:05:38 AM): I WAS VOTING BRIAN LAST NIGHT


MinsiKid (2:05:40 AM): was your answer
MinsiKid (2:05:42 AM): and you didn't tonight
MinsiKid (2:05:45 AM): cause you don't trust me


xomakesmehappy (2:05:47 AM): NO


MinsiKid (2:05:49 AM): answer's clear.


xomakesmehappy (2:05:51 AM): its not about you


MinsiKid (2:05:52 AM): thanks.


xomakesmehappy (2:05:53 AM): ryan


MinsiKid (2:05:55 AM): yes it is


xomakesmehappy (2:05:57 AM): no


MinsiKid (2:06:00 AM): HE WANT ME OUT MORE THAN ANYTHING


xomakesmehappy (2:06:04 AM): you are not going anywhere
xomakesmehappy (2:06:06 AM): seriously


MinsiKid (2:06:06 AM): HE SAYS IF I MAKE FINALS I WIN
MinsiKid (2:06:09 AM): SO YOU KEEP HIM KNOWING HE'LL WIN


xomakesmehappy (2:06:11 AM): NO
xomakesmehappy (2:06:14 AM): he fucking wont


MinsiKid (2:06:15 AM): he will win final 4 immunity


xomakesmehappy (2:06:19 AM): NO HE WILL NOT


MinsiKid (2:06:20 AM): mark my fucking words.
MinsiKid (2:06:24 AM): jared was NO threqat
MinsiKid (2:06:27 AM): and you didn't trust me.
MinsiKid (2:06:31 AM): you didn't fucking trust me
MinsiKid (2:06:32 AM): and you lied to me


xomakesmehappy (2:06:33 AM): no i didnt trust jared


MinsiKid (2:06:36 AM): and you didn't ask me at all
MinsiKid (2:06:41 AM): so you trust BRIAN?
MinsiKid (2:06:43 AM): are you KIDDING.


xomakesmehappy (2:06:46 AM): idont trust brian
xomakesmehappy (2:06:49 AM): are you fucking kidding me
xomakesmehappy (2:06:54 AM): i trust you and drew over everyone


MinsiKid (2:06:58 AM): Clearly not.


xomakesmehappy (2:06:58 AM): i wanted jared gone


MinsiKid (2:07:13 AM): if you trusted me for a second you would have talked to me
MinsiKid (2:07:14 AM): and you didn't
MinsiKid (2:07:15 AM): at all.


xomakesmehappy (2:07:17 AM): i wanted to takl to you


MinsiKid (2:07:18 AM): you fucking lied to me.


xomakesmehappy (2:07:20 AM): but you werent here all fucking day


MinsiKid (2:07:24 AM): I WAS HERE UNTIL 3
MinsiKid (2:07:29 AM): I WAS HERE LAST NIGHT


xomakesmehappy (2:07:30 AM): i slept until then im sorry


MinsiKid (2:07:31 AM): SORRY I WORKED


xomakesmehappy (2:07:40 AM): ryan


MinsiKid (2:07:43 AM): I have a phone
MinsiKid (2:07:45 AM): you could have texted


xomakesmehappy (2:07:45 AM): i'm sorry. i didnt do this to piss you off


MinsiKid (2:07:47 AM): you've done it before
MinsiKid (2:07:50 AM): then why did you do it?


xomakesmehappy (2:07:51 AM): my phone just started working today


MinsiKid (2:07:53 AM): to hand Brian a finals win?


xomakesmehappy (2:07:55 AM): NO
xomakesmehappy (2:07:59 AM): i want you me and drew in teh end


MinsiKid (2:08:08 AM): THEN WHY VOTE JARED WHO IS THE LEAST THREAT IN IMMUNITY
MinsiKid (2:08:13 AM): YOU KNEW I'D HAVE VOTED HIM
MinsiKid (2:08:29 AM): THREE KALSOYS ARE ON THE JURY, THEY'RE GOING TO VOTE BRIAN IF HE MAKES IT. Like for real, you did this all behind my back
MinsiKid (2:08:32 AM): I've been with you from DAY. ONE.


xomakesmehappy (2:08:34 AM): no


MinsiKid (2:08:35 AM): it's been you and me


xomakesmehappy (2:08:38 AM): i didnt do this all behind your back


MinsiKid (2:08:40 AM): and you didn't talk to me about this for a second
MinsiKid (2:08:44 AM): obviously you and Drew are closer than me
MinsiKid (2:08:53 AM): I'm a fucking retard for thinking otherwise.


xomakesmehappy (2:08:56 AM): ryan
xomakesmehappy (2:08:57 AM): sto[


MinsiKid (2:08:59 AM): Clearly it was a mistake.


xomakesmehappy (2:08:59 AM): stop


MinsiKid (2:09:00 AM): No.
MinsiKid (2:09:03 AM): There's no reason to stop


xomakesmehappy (2:09:04 AM): i understand you're mad at me


MinsiKid (2:09:06 AM): you let an asshole insult you.
MinsiKid (2:09:08 AM): Tear you down.
MinsiKid (2:09:10 AM): And then turn you.


xomakesmehappy (2:09:18 AM): i didnt turn


MinsiKid (2:09:21 AM): YES, YOU DID.


xomakesmehappy (2:09:22 AM): but go ahead


MinsiKid (2:09:26 AM): What you said on cam last night


xomakesmehappy (2:09:27 AM): call me a sheep and a mindless person


MinsiKid (2:09:30 AM): is completley different from what you did
MinsiKid (2:09:34 AM): no, I would never call you that
MinsiKid (2:09:38 AM): that's what BRIAN called you
MinsiKid (2:09:40 AM): and what did you do?
MinsiKid (2:09:43 AM): exactly what he wanted you to.


xomakesmehappy (2:09:44 AM): i understand
xomakesmehappy (2:09:45 AM): no


MinsiKid (2:09:47 AM): Vote me out for 4th
MinsiKid (2:09:49 AM): just fucking do it


xomakesmehappy (2:09:50 AM): i voted jared out because i wanted him
xomakesmehappy (2:09:53 AM): and i will not fucking vote you out


MinsiKid (2:09:55 AM): I don't want anything to do with you, or Brian, or Drew, anymore.
MinsiKid (2:10:00 AM): Enjoy your fucking 2nd or 3rd place.


xomakesmehappy (2:10:00 AM): you need to fucking stop this
xomakesmehappy (2:10:03 AM): you can hate me
xomakesmehappy (2:10:04 AM): all you want


MinsiKid (2:10:05 AM): you needed to fucking talk to me.


xomakesmehappy (2:10:08 AM): but im not voting you out
xomakesmehappy (2:10:09 AM): yes
xomakesmehappy (2:10:10 AM): i agree


MinsiKid (2:10:11 AM): whatever.
MinsiKid (2:10:12 AM): The others can
MinsiKid (2:10:16 AM): you know they will too


xomakesmehappy (2:10:18 AM): no


MinsiKid (2:10:20 AM): you guys didn't trust me


xomakesmehappy (2:10:22 AM): brian might


MinsiKid (2:10:26 AM): that's why you didn't tell me


xomakesmehappy (2:10:26 AM): but you're not fucking going anywhere


MinsiKid (2:10:30 AM): and if Brian wins immunity
MinsiKid (2:10:32 AM): then I go.
MinsiKid (2:10:33 AM): Cool
MinsiKid (2:10:34 AM): thank.


xomakesmehappy (2:10:36 AM): no


MinsiKid (2:10:37 AM): thanks.


xomakesmehappy (2:10:40 AM): you're not going anywhere


MinsiKid (2:10:44 AM): Drew will vote me out.


xomakesmehappy (2:10:45 AM): ive been with you since day fucking one
xomakesmehappy (2:10:47 AM): good for him
xomakesmehappy (2:10:48 AM): you and me vote drew
xomakesmehappy (2:10:53 AM): i promise you on jim fuckign sturgess


MinsiKid (2:10:53 AM): So it TIES?~
MinsiKid (2:11:02 AM): whereas we could have fucking gone you me drew final 3 GUARANTEED
MinsiKid (2:11:11 AM): I really can't believe you
MinsiKid (2:11:15 AM): You didn't even try to talk to me about it
MinsiKid (2:11:22 AM): you gave Brian exactly what he wanted
MinsiKid (2:11:27 AM): he insulted you


xomakesmehappy (2:11:27 AM): geeze im sorry im sick and slept today.


MinsiKid (2:11:31 AM): dragged you through the mud
MinsiKid (2:11:34 AM): and then you did his bidding like...


xomakesmehappy (2:11:38 AM): i did what i wanted ot do


MinsiKid (2:11:40 AM): No, you're not sorry, that's the thing


xomakesmehappy (2:11:41 AM): not what he wanted me to do


MinsiKid (2:11:42 AM): from day one we were a team
MinsiKid (2:11:46 AM): and obviously we're not anymore.


xomakesmehappy (2:11:48 AM): Actually
xomakesmehappy (2:11:49 AM): Ryan.
xomakesmehappy (2:11:51 AM): I am sorry.


xomakesmehappy (2:12:15 AM): And I just told you that I am taking you to the end over the other two
xomakesmehappy (2:12:30 AM): regardless of what happens


MinsiKid (2:12:33 AM): And YOU DON'T CONTROL THEIR VOTES!


xomakesmehappy (2:12:34 AM): i know you arepissed and you dont have to belive me


MinsiKid (2:12:51 AM): I'm going to fight my ass off for immunity
MinsiKid (2:12:52 AM): and I pray to GOD
MinsiKid (2:12:58 AM): Drew does not turn on you if I win it
MinsiKid (2:13:04 AM): I've had your back from Day one.
MinsiKid (2:13:08 AM): I hope he has had yours too.


xomakesmehappy (2:13:22 AM): are you going to vote me out


MinsiKid (2:13:27 AM): What did I JUST SAY
MinsiKid (2:13:31 AM): I'd NEVER have voted you out
MinsiKid (2:13:37 AM): I'd never have VOTED WITHOUT CONSULTING YOU EITHER


xomakesmehappy (2:13:41 AM): I'M SORRY


MinsiKid (2:13:43 AM): you made me believe something that wasn't going to happen
MinsiKid (2:13:46 AM): I look like 1. A fucking idiot
MinsiKid (2:13:50 AM): 2. A joke


xomakesmehappy (2:13:53 AM): you're not


MinsiKid (2:13:56 AM): 3. An asshole
MinsiKid (2:14:02 AM): You could have just told me and you never did
MinsiKid (2:14:08 AM): If we were really that close


xomakesmehappy (2:14:09 AM): Ask Drew tomorrow
xomakesmehappy (2:14:12 AM): I wanted to telly ou


MinsiKid (2:14:15 AM): I don't have anything to ask either of you


xomakesmehappy (2:14:18 AM): i was waitinga roundfor you all day


MinsiKid (2:14:18 AM): I've obviously been played
MinsiKid (2:14:21 AM): Brian's so wrong


xomakesmehappy (2:14:22 AM): no you havent


MinsiKid (2:14:24 AM): I'm not the manipulator
MinsiKid (2:14:25 AM): it's you two.

[Britti *]

this is why im not made out for these games. i'm so upset that ryans upset with me. fuck my life. i like genuinely care for the kid and his friendship is so important to me, and now thats probably down the drain. I knew that he was gonna be pissed. I wanted to talk to him, and it was my downfall. Whatever, I deserve what I get.

[Britti *]

Well it looks like Ryan's out for me this round... eek. I need immunity.